wonderland
into the rabbit hole you jump, alice.
contents
I. down the rabbit hole
II. the pool of tears
III. a caucus-race and a long talk
IV. the rabbit sends in a little bill
V. advice from a caterpillar
VI. pig and pepper
VII. a mad tea-party
VIII. the queen's croquet ground
X. who stole the tarts?
XI. alice's evidence
I. down the rabbit hole
name: debbie
date of birth: aug 7
gender: female
age: 19
star sign: leo
mbti: istj/t
hogwarts house: slytherin
ilvermorny house: wampus
patronus: brown owl
alignment system: lawful neutral
birth flower: gladiolus, poppy
likes: mathematics, astronomy (or anything that is in the sky for that matter), writing, water, the ocean, milo, asian food, rainy days, winter, flowers, small walks, walls, smells of freezers and lifts.
dislikes: fire, spiders, earthworms, or every bug that exists, bad grades, crowded places, places outside of home, octopus, squid, insensitivity, ignorance.
II. the pool of tears
movies
polar express
enchanted
alice in wonderland
a bug's life
meet the robinsons
toy story (1, 2, 3)
up
spirited away
the cat returns
whisper of the heart
han gongju
method
little forest
III. a caucus-race and a long talk
dramas
argon
god's gift: 14 days
god's quiz (1, 2, 3, 4, 5)
life on mars
prison playbook
reply 1988
save me
school 2013
signal
stranger
the guest
trap
tunnel
IV. the rabbit sends in a little bill
songs
day6 days gone by
do kyungsoo scream
epik high a cat's lullaby
epik high home is far away
epik high lost one
family of the year hero
huhgak 1440
ikon best friend
ikon don't forget
ikon for you
ikon goodbye road
insooni a goose dream
i.o.i downpour
jannabi for lovers who hesitate
jannabi november rain
jannabi dreams, books, power and walls
jeff bernat be the one
jeong sewoon if you
jeremy passion stephanie
juniel everlasting sunset
lee moonsae girl
monsta x destroyer
monsta x lost in the dream
oh my girl secret garden
rex orange county television / so far so good
super junior kry dorothy
the black skirts everything
the black skirts heya
the black skirts in my city of seoul
the click five don't let me go
tvxq bolero
wanna one beautiful
yang heeeun mother to daughter
yang heeun nayoung's freezer
yang heeeun, lee juck flower vase
V. advice from a caterpillar
favourite books
antoine de saint-exupéry the little prince
books-in-progress
madeline miller circe
book list
madeline miller song of achilles
VI. pig and pepper
quotes from fanfictions i love
"what happens when you put a small group of humans on a desert island?" he changed the topic and looked me straight in the eye.
"they turn mad. everybody knows."
"then let me generalise it for you." his phony confidence left his body and made place for a fear i needed to analyze yet. "what happens when you put a small group of humans in an isolated place where everyone is classless and money does not matter?"
"the entropy will increase. that's like aerodynamics." entropy was one of my favourite words. i used it to describe chaos and fear because in the world of physics it had the same meaning. "and eventually..."
elisaexplosive dollhouse: clandestine
he was shouting a monologue.
"each story starts with an incipient trigger. a mechanism activating every single link of a neverending chain. each link known for its own power and importance. a magnitude of a force one couldn't ever possibly imagine.
this story starts with a house. a house like a mansion, no like a castle. on top of its rooft stands a man with dark, gloomy eyes. there are no tears. there isn't any air.
a jump follows, like a flight with the wrongest destination possible."
elisaexplosive dollhouse: clandestine
VII. a mad tea-party
ults
short for 'ultimate bias'. it refers to biases that are held to a higher regard, a bias that you love more than your other biases. one can have more than one ults.
honourable mentions
VIII. the queen's croquet ground
silver boys: friends who will last forever
eleven boys from different places came together to build their dream. thinking that they could debut together, they made countless promises to stay together for a very long time.
but fate has something different planned for them.
in this universe, they can only promise to "meet at the end", not knowing when or where that end is. in this universe, fate wanted them to be the brightest stars of their respective constellations.
in another universe maybe, they would be stars belonging to the same constellation.
X. who stole the tarts?
with silver boys: meet at the end
XI. alice's evidence
a very important landscape
"this is, to me, the loveliest and saddest landscape in the world. it is the same as that on the preceding page, but i have drawn it again to impress it on your memory. it is here that the little prince appeared on earth, and disappeared.
look at it carefully so that you will be sure to recognise it in case you travel some day to the african desert. and, if you should come upon this spot, please do not hurry on. wait for a time, exactly under the star. then, if a little man appears who laughs, who has golden hair and who refuses to answer questions, you will know who he is. if this should happen, please comfort me. send me word that he has come back.”
antoine de saint-exupéry